A Small potato in "The Unit"

Finding friends to eat outside every night...or go back to home instead...
u see how boring I'm at dorm...

Made some stupid mistakes recently, both at work and during my personal life
Feel frustrated about myself...

Am I a loser or not?

Perhaps I thought too much
or indeed, I cared too much

I thought I could really live my life alone...but indeed loniness is difficult to bear at the end
Bound to take risks to make changes on my current life
I thought I've given up on taking risks already, but the same story repeats again and again