Saturday, October 28, 2006
um...lost soul
Finding friends to eat outside every night...or go back to home instead...
u see how boring I'm at dorm...
Made some stupid mistakes recently, both at work and during my personal life
Feel frustrated about myself...
Am I a loser or not?
Perhaps I thought too much
or indeed, I cared too much
I thought I could really live my life alone...but indeed loniness is difficult to bear at the end
Bound to take risks to make changes on my current life
I thought I've given up on taking risks already, but the same story repeats again and again
u see how boring I'm at dorm...
Made some stupid mistakes recently, both at work and during my personal life
Feel frustrated about myself...
Am I a loser or not?
Perhaps I thought too much
or indeed, I cared too much
I thought I could really live my life alone...but indeed loniness is difficult to bear at the end
Bound to take risks to make changes on my current life
I thought I've given up on taking risks already, but the same story repeats again and again
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
滄海遺珠 - 劉浩龍／謝安琪
作曲：謝國維 | 填詞：黃偉文 | 編曲：謝國維 | 監製：伍樂城
劉：大眾也喜歡珠光寶氣
沒有空完全明白你的美
謝：只得我 望見你 關起了心扉
猶如合上 貝殼的傳奇
若世間疏忽 從未細味
劉：讓那些蠢人 庸人嫌棄你
合：切莫讓人 影響了你 信仰你的真理
＊謝：如滄海深處 埋藏著遺珠（劉：埋藏著遺珠）
其實你好處 個個也不知
劉：唯獨我先可以 明白上帝構思
合：於沙礫裡 找到 璀璨珍珠
劉：人家冤枉你 平凡悶孩子（謝：如像孩子）
但是你心事 我不信
合：無聊沒意思
謝：沒有人識得欣賞
合：但天知 誰可以＊
劉：大概這種 非一般的美
謝：慧眼太少 旁人未賞識你
劉：因此你 極客氣 差點算謙卑
謝：從來沒對 愛 有所預期
謝：若世界疏忽 從未細味
劉：讓那些蠢人 庸人忘記你
合：要是別人 都不愛你 有我這邊等你
REPEAT＊
謝：你是誰你是誰
劉：可有地方發亮
合：旁人忙著誇獎色相
劉：沒有空管你的修養
合：唯獨我 留下拍掌
劉：如滄海深處 埋藏著遺珠
謝：其實你好處 個個也不知
唯獨我先可以 明白上帝構思
劉：於沙礫裡 合：找到 璀璨珍珠
劉：人家冤枉你 平凡悶孩子
但是你心事 我不信
合：無聊沒意思
劉：就算誰都不欣賞
謝：但偏偏 合：我可以 1.5/52
10 days in KWH medical...
Life in easier for non-call days: I can really just work from 9 to 5, which is quite impossible for my previous rotation.
And MO will write lab form, obtain consent for CT/OGD, type discharge summary/discharge medication...which makes the daily duty of HOs more easier
Still, medical case is more complex than surgical cases and I found myself extremely slow for admitting a medical case compared with MO
Meeting with Mandy and Elaine on Monday, listening on how they complaining on there current rotation...actually my previous rotation is not that bad. However, we can't help comparing different rotation, and once there is comparision, there must be some point that we think our working environment is inferior to others places.
And after you guys had gone, there's something missing...life is easier, but more empty...
But still we have to move on, and we shall meet again
Life in easier for non-call days: I can really just work from 9 to 5, which is quite impossible for my previous rotation.
And MO will write lab form, obtain consent for CT/OGD, type discharge summary/discharge medication...which makes the daily duty of HOs more easier
Still, medical case is more complex than surgical cases and I found myself extremely slow for admitting a medical case compared with MO
Meeting with Mandy and Elaine on Monday, listening on how they complaining on there current rotation...actually my previous rotation is not that bad. However, we can't help comparing different rotation, and once there is comparision, there must be some point that we think our working environment is inferior to others places.
And after you guys had gone, there's something missing...life is easier, but more empty...
But still we have to move on, and we shall meet again
Monday, October 02, 2006
Go, Went, Gone
Finally leave KWH surgical ward at around 1am, 1st Oct...
This rotation is more than a start of my medical career...
3 mth of hardship
3mth of funs (still remember our vetilation meetings during meal time, the chat and laughter at vascular lab on Wed...)
The 1st and the last time to assist an operation (well, too slacked on this aspect for a surgical HO)
Though hours are long and tiring...I think I can't ask for more
Just the busy work during oncall on the last day blunt my feeling on how I missed the time and people there, just want to leave ward ASAP after I've cleared up "homework" and get on the night bus to back home...
Next stop: KWH medical
How will my colleagues and MOs be?
This rotation is more than a start of my medical career...
3 mth of hardship
3mth of funs (still remember our vetilation meetings during meal time, the chat and laughter at vascular lab on Wed...)
The 1st and the last time to assist an operation (well, too slacked on this aspect for a surgical HO)
Though hours are long and tiring...I think I can't ask for more
Just the busy work during oncall on the last day blunt my feeling on how I missed the time and people there, just want to leave ward ASAP after I've cleared up "homework" and get on the night bus to back home...
Next stop: KWH medical
How will my colleagues and MOs be?
