Wednesday, April 16, 2003
Is the message in it reflecting my attitude now? Ya, Something like that =>
罐頭湯 楊千嬅
作曲：李謙 作詞：于逸堯
晴朗 夏季的花都茁壯 趁著緩緩驟雨下降
借助雨水加添美麗強壯 就算花瓣都發光
未可深秋依然盛~放
嘗試 面對這種憂與困 算未曾回味過熱吻
缺乏信心 只好寄望情況 未算理想不要緊
或許一轉身緣份已近
*罐頭湯過期 習慣被捨棄 期限未曾到 不懂回味
就算早過期 然後遇到你 仍能自由呼吸空氣
喜歡這對比(仍能共同挽著手臂 飛出生與死)
#情愛就似陽光 使花朵冬日也開放
令蝴蝶雪地遊盪 無悔浪費時光
假使可以令每天也是晴朗 空等多久也亦無妨
矛盾 是我天生的性格 盼望完全共我合拍
往日錯失多少歲月 時間 在我這邊增與減
是否找到感情亦太晚
Repeat *#
情愛就似陽光 使艱苦歲月也嚮往
令長夜帶著期望 無悔浪費時光
假使可忍耐到戀愛著對方 一息間蒼老又何妨
Tuesday, April 15, 2003
Settled?!
I do treasure this friendship, but...I don't know, I got this defect in my personality.
"And the fault is my own"
I'll remind myself to be more sensitive to others' feeling, trust me.
And I hope "you" won't shut it down because of me.
Monday, April 14, 2003
Stupid me!
And it's not the first time on same person...
Am I brainless or not?
And I'm afraid...
Sigh, I'm really just a self-centered useless jerk.
Sunday, April 13, 2003
雙失青年之控訴?!
LINKIN PARK
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I?ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it?s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today
[Repeat Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
Why learn first aid?
Saturday, April 12, 2003
New Diary Layout
Dear all readers(if there's any =P), what do you think about it?
Friday, April 11, 2003
Uncertainties
Also for academics, My ssm tutor is John Tam, and he still hasn't told us how will our next meeting be...sigh, also for my GEE, I've not attend the class regularly, going to have exam on next next Friday, but I can't go the class on coming Monday because there's PCLM lecture at the same time...and I don't have a complete version of notes...
Thursday, April 10, 2003
Alienation
But even now I become quieter in icq than before...The only time I contact others person to person is school time.
The worst is: seems I don't have motivation to change this situation. Perhaps I should start to change today...
Tuesday, April 08, 2003
One normal day
Piss my brother off again, is he really got problem or my attitude got problem?...I just found I always view things from my view only, not trying from others' view.
Monday, April 07, 2003
英勇 Vs 送死
路人從冒煙的汽車中救出被困的司機, 人們說他們是"送死"
那麼, 甚麼是英勇?
甚麼是送死?
分別在哪兒?
Career choice
In fact I've to choose from critical care medicine, emergency medicine, and trauma surgery (maybe neonatology or forensic pathology, but not as interested in as those three mentioned above) However, in UK system, trauma patients is not resuscitated initially by surgeons but rather emergency physicians. I think HK follow this policy too. (In fact trauma care system is not as well organized as in US)
So...it's very possible that I'll choose between critical care and emergency medicine.
But who knows? Maybe I'll feel family medicine interesting after clinical years (sure no way for me now!)
Peaceful Tomorrow...
–Rev. Martin Luther King, Jr.
Someone said, "The road to justice is twisted." But if we go a "twisted" way for justice, Is the "justice" we got same as the "justice" we want at the beginning?
Sunday, April 06, 2003
Hiking on Sunday
Next time, after I've brought a DC, I'll go there once again to take some shots
Feel my physical condition is dropping ^^, but with no reason I'm less enthusiastic on sports now.
Friday, April 04, 2003
First outing in this week!
It's the first time I go outside of my estate. In fact, there're more ppl on street than I expect.
But we all know, SARS is shadowing on us. The puzzle has not been solved. Chlamydia(special kind of bacteria) was found in SARS patients from mainland. In contrast, we found 2 type of virus......sigh, what is the truth?
Then here comes the dose of encouragement tonight. There is a TV program from RTHK call "家家有關懷" on show tonight. I saw Prof. Joesph Sung being interviewed. In the middle there was a message:
take care of those who are sick or injuried,
and giving a helping hand during their ultimate crisis.
That's what I want to do for my life
Thursday, April 03, 2003
Salute to...
We're dealing many uncertainties. The battle...has just begin!
Feel numb due to too long home-stay, want to recover my drive
Also, how can I contribute?
加刑...
Got to find something to do, like voluntary work...
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
Give me a reason...
What on earth I want to serve those moron after my graduation?
New timetable
-_-
ER 901
Feel sorry to Dr. Romano, In fact, being disabled accidentially is my worst nightmare...
Btw, too lazy to study recently, but parents ban me from going out, feel bored and detached
Tuesday, April 01, 2003
Crazy World
What the hell is going on?
Day One!
SARS on rampage...Mercy on Hong Kong
